Wednesday, October 19, 2011
I once had a wonderful friend. I lost that friendship yesterday. We fought.
Misunderstanding? Changes in both of us?
I am devastated.
We had a deep connection, the type when you know what they are feeling before they tell you, that sort of thing. I thought our bond was unbreakable.
I feel i am moving into a new faze of life. Not sure what that faze will be but i know its changing and i welcome it. I don't want to look back anymore and i certainly can't be the person i was before i got sick. I am different now, the friendships i had i think i was holding onto as a way of not letting go of the old me. But i think that is precisely what i need to do, let go.
I am so thankful for having her precious ways in my life, i will miss her and i wish her well. She will be missed.
"when one door closes, another door opens".